Bittersweets in life .

.Wednesday, February 25, 2009@3:47 AM.

Went to school as per normal . Like duh :/
Skipped Chemistry remedial lesson but went for Maths remedial lesson . After school , met afni at school . Coincidence laa (:
Then , went to 128 and met Mirul . To take Maths Textbook only . Then went to meet Fyqah and Sirad . Slacked with them at 608 and went off around 5+ maybe ? Yeah . Need to upgrade my Hp ready . HAHA ! Can't transfer files to my PC . Damn it -.-
Why must it happen today when i camwhored alot ?! HAHA .
Asshole . And , Dancers , remember to be at the concourse at 6.45pm sharp on Friday . Don;t be late or else we'll leave you ! HAHA (:
And so , tomorrow is Thursday already . Fuck uh . Friends , you know i know :D
Im fucking shagged down here and i guess i'll end here and update tomorrow . That's if im not lazy enough uh (:

Labels: Take one step at a time ;

.Tuesday, February 24, 2009@5:56 AM.

Tired uh want to type long-long . So i guess i'll just briefly explained what happened today ayee ?
School went on as per normal with boring lessons . After school , went to Macdonald with yani , huda , wirda and faezah . Then rain . I hate this part laaaaaa ! HAHA !The dance instructor didnt came so we practiced ourselves . But everyone was half-dead i tell you . Hanna was damn angry at that point of time as attitude was shown among some of the dancers . Drop that topic . after dance , sent huda home , as she was sicked . After that , me , yani & irdayah went to slacked at 128 . It's still fun despite being there was only the three of us . Yeah . Hahaha . So went off ard 5+ . Did my homework and stuffs . And , im currently hooked to Dangdut songs . Help me pls someone ? hahaha !
And why must it always be me ? come on , im facing problems at school and now at home . Why you keep on blaming me ? Eventhough im not in the wrong . Please la . Give me some space . How am i going to even pass my exams if you are making problems even harder for me ? I just need some understanding . Let me be in peace for a while and let me achieve my dreams . Please .

Labels: It's btw you and me (:

.Monday, February 23, 2009@3:02 AM.

Didn't go for Art Remedial . Hahaha . Bad me . Currently doing nothing . Cause im done with ironing my school uniform , packing of school bag and house chores :D
See , imma good girl . I told you ready XD
Went home ard 4+ . Reached home , watched tv . Was so shagged at that moment :/
Since the past few weeks , i didn't have much sleep . Tireeeeeed .
Hahaha . Yesterday , I "bullied'' a guy . HAHAH ! I kept calling him ASS and he's already pissed off ? hahah ! Klakar uh kau :D
Bunger ayy XD
Okay , i've no idea about what to talk about .
So , i guess i'll end here .
Till the next update . Tc :D

Labels: I'll be on the top just watching you fall .

.Sunday, February 22, 2009@5:57 AM.

Went to EastCoastPark to watch the Kepak BingBing thang . I didn't want to follow as i was damn laaaaaaaazy . But then Faezah called and asked me to follow her .
Then what , go get ready la . Haiyo . Being forced to go out . How i hate it man .
But then , didnt feel that regret following her uh . There's lots of MATS i tell you . Isn't that the motive of you going there , Faezah ? HAHA ! Then , when on the way to Eastcoast , it was raining . What a bad luck . Reached there , was all drenched :/

Then , after few hours of raining , the sun rised . Thank god . But still , Damnn hot ! Like Fuck .

Haha . But worth it laa , the show was quite a great one afterall (:
At 5.30 like that , we went home .
Ayy minah , tak perlu ayy mau stare-stare kiter tu mcm . Kau pk abg kau maner peh hot uh ? Mcm bapok jer (:
Tak ingin siol . Haha ! And kau pk kau jeling2 aku , aku tak nmpk ? Haha . Dasar minahrep uh lu . Da laa kulit gelap , pakai headband pon tak betol . Abeyh rambot sumer terkeluar-keluar . Pk sek uh tu mcm ? HAHAH ! Boley belah la girl :D

* And for you , I love my friends equally .
No one gets more , no one gets less .
Same goes for you . I love you just like how i love my girlfriends & boyfriends.
Idk why , but im jst starting to hate you for the way you act .
Please , please change . Can ? ):

.Saturday, February 21, 2009@1:47 AM.

Aik ? Diam jaa boy ? Tak reply comment aku ? Kecot paaa ? HAHAH ! Whatever laa ay (:
Currently ROTTING at home . Like agaaaaaaain . But still , i'm lazy to go out .
Mamat asked me out to watch Kuda Kepang but i didn't want to . As i say , I'M LAZY LAA , NGOK XD
Since there's nothing to post about , i guess i'll just end here .
Sorry for the short-short post , friends (:
* It's been 4 months and 15 days since I gave you all of my heart .
I just can't forget our sweet moments that we shared together .
And still . Until now , im not over you .
You came at the right time , when i needed THAT SOMEONE .
But sadly , you turned to your past .
I can't do anything about it . What i can say is that ,
I'm happy if you're happy . I still love you ):

.Friday, February 20, 2009@3:06 AM.

So what if muker aku cam jantan ? Tak susahkan makbapak kau per . Kay uh , aku taknak type panjang2 psl kau . Cumer nk inform kau jer , jgn pk kau jantan aku takot ngan kau . Skrg aku da kasi kau comment tu mcm , baru kau nk ckp yg kau mls nk lyn retards mcm aku ? Maaak , kentalan sia kau boy . Harap jer ader bodek . Tapi prangai sungguh tidak perlu . Abeyh da tu , kau nk ckp muker aku fucking ugly ? Ayy sial uh . Sebelom nk kutok2 org lain , tgk diri sendiri pat cermin dulu kay ? Harap muker jer boley tahan sachok . Tapi prangai caaaaaam sundal . Actually , kau tak se-hot bapak aku laa (:

Jgn pk yg kau nie perfect kay ?No one in this world is perfect la bloody shit . Another thing , seburok2 KEJANTANAN aku , kau tetap mati2 nk chat ngan aku walaupon aku tak lyn kau kat msn . kau nudge beribu-ribu kali . HAHAH . TERPIKAT NGAN KEJANTANAN AKU KAPAAA BOY ? Kesian ayy kau . Kau dtg dari planet maner sia ?

Aku bkn nk fanatic uh pat sini . Cumer nk ckp , once you started the game with me , don't be scared to end the game . Be ready to face the consequences kay ? Kalau kau takot , makner nya , kau takder konek . Kau ader PEPEK . Kaaaaaaaaaan ? (:

Dasar Musibat nyaa Jantan .

* Sorry for my harsh language , kawan-kawan .

And to Yani syg , Happy One Year of Sisterhood . I love you so much laa adek (:
You are the best . You were there when i needed someone . Thanks adek . I'm sorry if i ever made you angry or so . But still , ilysm (:
And thanks for the wonderful memories <3>* Not forgetting you too , Irdayah . iLoveyou Gf (:

And to you , Juliana syg . Sorry , didn't wish you last month . Was so busy with school and stuffs . But still , never once i will forget you . You are the best (:
And so , Happy belated 3rd month anniversary darling .
Imy like hell ! <3

At school , Lessons was plain boring . Except for Social Studies . Me , Irdayah , Raden , Johanis and Zainall was laughing all the way throughout the lesson . But still , i do my work assigned kay ? Haha . Then , Shanice and Phelicia was damn irritated by our laughters . Hahaha . But , we didnt care . HAHAHA ! Overall , fun laa (:
Kat Social studies nyer klas lagy sempat amek gmbr . HAHA ! But sadly , i accidentally deleted the photos . Fuck uh . Then , after school , went to dance . Was quite worried when irdayah didn't talked to me throughout the dance lesson . Im sorry dayya if i made u angry ):
But then after dance , went to macdonalds with yani and huda . laugh all the way siaa . saket siol perot . HAHAHAH ! nie sumer kau nya psl la huda . haha . Then , went slacking with them at 128 . Tiber2 dayya call . Terperanjat + happy (:
Hehs . Then , went to meet irdayah . She slacked too . Then , gedebak gedebuk , kol 5.35 kiter balek curz Huda nk balek psl da ngantok . Dayaa pon mau gy kerjaa , so balek uh (:
But overall , today was a fun one .
Thanks to my guyfriends and girlfriends . iLoveyou all :D

Labels: Sorry for the long-long post :/

.Thursday, February 19, 2009@5:52 AM.

Whatever uh ayy . Nk kacau aku ? Kcau uhhh . aku da malas nk layan nie sumer .
Perangai childish siakk . takperlu okay .
And to the guy named Ikh at friendster . Muker aku muker jantan ? So what ? Da TUHAN nk kasi muker aku tu mcm . kau nk aku buat aper ? Comment takpayah comment mepek2 kay girl . oops , maksod aku , boy . Aku go through sex change surgery ? Tak dpt uh siaa . Check2 kau yg tukar from betina to jantan ayy . Ish , takmo gytu laa . Dosa besaaaaaaaaaaar tau ! Dasar bodoh . Nk tanyer soalan , pikir dulu uh kaykay ?
Soalan sumpah tak logic uh . Sundal btol .
Nk ckp muker kau lawa , mcm handsome la plak . Nk ckp muker kau handsome , mcm lawa la plak .
Mcm maner nie ? ConfusedConfusedConfuseeed uh sey ~
HAHAHAH . Im just being sarcastic down here .
Kay whatever laa ay girl . oops , i said it again . i mean , boy (:

Should be going out with irdayah but , nvm (:
She suceeded in doing something .
HAHAH ! Congrats uh babe .
And sorry to the core aku tk boley ikot kau .
There's always a next time ^_^
Sat at home and rot .
Tomorrow there's dance practice and the principal wants to see the routine . ohh , wtf ?
And yes , Fatin said that i was lighter than before when she carries me for the stunts .
Woohoooooooo ! HAHAH .
Im gonna lose more . Let's see if i can do it :D

Ohh , just wanna inform you guys that im not using my old MSN account .
There's some problem with that account .
So , add me up at my new account ayee (:
Want to know my new email ? Carik laa kau sampai lobang cacing XD

I think i'll end here . Till the next update ,

Labels: I care about you no more .

.Wednesday, February 18, 2009@2:46 AM.

Just woke up . Daamn tired i tell you .

Went to school as per normal and went to remedials .
During Chemistry remedial lesson , only 7 people attended . Including me .

Wth ? Tau tak gy sioool . Aku gy pon bkn aku masok otak aper yg Tay ajar -.-

Currently not feeling that well . Backaches make me miserable , i swear .

I don't know wether im going to school or not .
Kaykay , whatever will happen , happen laa .
I'll end with some photos which i took during remedial .
* Icare no more about you .

I ain't as what people told you .

Believe them ? Ohh , believe laa .

And yaa , i fucking hate guys who are too emotional (:

Labels: I think i hate you already (:

.Tuesday, February 17, 2009@6:53 AM.

And i know it's LOVE <3

Labels: It's getting way too deep~

.@6:42 AM.

You’re everything I thought you never were.
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been.
But still you live inside of me . So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget . The only one I’d love to not forgive .
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one .
And though there are times when I hate you ,
Cause I can’t erase , The times that you hurt me . And put tears on my face .
And even now while I hate you , It pains me to say . I know I’ll be there at the end of the day.
I don’t wanna be without you babe . I don’t want a broken heart.
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe.
I don’t wanna play that part . I know that I love you . But let me just say , I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no . I don’t want a broken heart .
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl . No , No.
No broken-hearted girl . I’m no broken-hearted girl .
Something that I feel I need to say , But up to now I’ve always been afraid .
That you would never come around , And still I want to put this out .
You say you’ve got the most respect for me , But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me .
And still you’re in my heart , But you’re the only one and yes There are times when I hate you .
But I don’t complain , Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away .
Oh but now I don’t hate you . I’m happy to say That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe . I don’t want a broken heart.
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe , I don’t wanna play that part .
I know that I love you , But let me just say . I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no , no .
I don’t want a broken heart . And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl.
No , No.
No broken-hearted girl . Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be.
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me.
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free .
To spread my wings and fly away,
Away With you.

Labels: i wanna be with ., With you

.@3:59 AM.

Yes , just blogged a few moments ago . Heckcare laa kan . Tak malas mahh (:
See the picture above ? Yes , i love her (:
And not forgetting you , Irdayah Syg (:

Since she has been blogging about me , it will be nice of me to blog about her back . Kan Yani ? Hehs . Her first post was ,

*This are the people who i love so much,i'm in the middle.The left & right is shariefar on the left,right irdayah.They are always my 2nd best friends.Especially during cca,they are always at my side.Shariefar is always the laughing machine.Irdayah is most understanding ones.If both of you are not around,i will never be stroung enough. Especially,difficulty problems i have occur.
WITH LOVE ,YANI .(: *

And her second post was ,

afternoon,great ~! best~!hahahaah,receive a msg ! hahaha. seriouslly enjoy msgging. but then shariefarr,this naughty girl , want's to kepo kepo.hahahah,nehhh.never mind. but she still the gerreeeekk ones. (:kepo kepo still my best!

That was what she exactly wrote on her blog . Sweet kan dier ? But the second post . Me kpo ? haha . Biasaaaaa jugaa , kata Sharifah mahh (:
OKay la , yani . You are the best thing that happened in my life . I really treasure you alot kay babe ?
I won't want to lose you laa giler . Same goes for Irdayah okay babe :D
Syg you two (:

Labels: babe (:, I don't wanna be without you

.@3:40 AM.

Yet to do my homework .
Can i drop to 'N' Levl for my Malay ?
Like pleeeeeeease ?
I can't take it already .
Too much of homeworks , and yes Mr Amir , you are too strict .
Yes , it's fun to be in your class but you are too strict .
I know it's for our own good . But it's pressuring us .
Just today , you tore Hidayah's worksheet .
Ohh , what the hell ?
She's not in the wrong actually .
She was not present in school for that very day and you gave her the worksheet late .
And how do you expect her to finish in one single day ?
Yes , i admit she's quite lazy . She's in the wrong too .
Whatever .
Went to Macdonald after school with Irdayah and met Yani & Huda at Macdonald .
Sorry i didn't smile at you just now , was not in the mood .
Went for dance at 2.30 . We thought we was late .
And like wtf ? Reached music room , no one was there . Called one of the dancers and they were at the hall .
Okay , you saw me running like a mad girl . Act as if you didn't saw okay (:
Ran to the Hall like mad people .
Reached hall , check-check , cekgu blom sampai .
Asshole btol -.-
Buat penat jaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
Dance today was damn fucking tired .
And yes , the shoes and costumes tak perlu kay ?
Pakai mcm budak cacat siaaaak .
And yes , a few more minutes to finish the whole dance (:
* My Love for you was once strong .
And till today , it's still going on strong .
Eventhough you left just like that , in my heart ,
Loving you was the best part of me . I swear <3

Labels: I don't think i will put high hopes on you .

.Monday, February 16, 2009@2:58 AM.

Can i Say that i miss him ?
HAHA !
Maybe not now .
Went to school as per normal .
Pagi-pagi daa saket perot .
Aiyayai ~
Benci benci benci !
So , tetap gy skola bab i know laa i Goodgirl .
Menyampah ! (:
And now , im quite satisfied with my new skin .
QUITE ajer .
Hehs . .
kk , Just got home from school after such a long day at school .
Im too tired laa to update .
Sorry (:
Till the next update .

Labels: RinduRinduRinduuuuuu ~

.Sunday, February 15, 2009@7:29 AM.

Well , second post of the day .
But nothing much cause i just wanna inform you guys that im still in the process of changing my blog skin (:
So, sorry for the inconvinience ayee :/
Currently chatting with Yani .
Okay , im off .

Labels: ILY ; I think (:

.@2:19 AM.

Nothing much to post about for today .
Went to Cik Rina's kenduri at her house .
Best oii (:
Had much fun . Especially the ' playing water ' part .

Now , i'll leave you guys with the pictures taken at Eidelwise .
Enjoy :D

Labels: You ohh You (:

.Saturday, February 14, 2009@7:22 AM.

Had fun just now .
Went to meet Faezah at 1.30 , and off to Orchard to meet my friends .

Walked around Orchard , ate Burger king while the guys ate KFC .
Went to Grandlink , karaoke-d (:
HAHA !
It was fun .

Saw iya and olin all that .
Preety them (:

Okay , till the next update (:

Labels: I had Fun :D

.Friday, February 13, 2009@4:38 AM.

Okay , idk how to start .
Tomorrow's valentine .
Anyone wanna date me ?
Huaaaaak~
Tomorrow , going out (:
Anyone wanna tag ?
Okay , Noooooo way !
Kk , shut up -.-

So , went to school at 10.00 am (:
Just in time for photo-taking .
Play truancy uh babe :D
Naughty me .
LOL .
Skipped school with Azliany , Irdayah & Hawer .
*Viknesh , viknesh .
Kater jer mau call parents .
Sampai skrg , satu call pon takder .
HAHAH ! Dasar keling uh you teacher (:

Kay laa kay laa ,
Im actually out of topics , you see ? (:
Alright , see you in my dreams .

Labels: Dream ohh Dream (:

.Thursday, February 12, 2009@1:51 AM.

Went to Marine Parade library to return books .
Then , went to Parkway Parade .
Hawer and me saw this two " cute '' looking guys and guess what ?
We followed them to PP .
HAHA !
It was all Hawa's idea okay .
Hawer , hawer .
Tsk .
Then , saw Fyra and Myza .
OMG , they was like , daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn preety i tell you (:
And , when i looked at Fyra and Myza's face , they remind me of my camp instructor , Fyza .
Best per ? Muker akan-akan samer , Namer pon akan-akan samer .
HAHA !
Then , i went home with hawer .
Best tawuk (:

Dammit !
Tomorrow , there will be P.E and Photo taking .
Urgh .
High chances , im skipping my P.E lesson with Hawe & Irdayah .
For Photo taking , i guess i'll just clip up my bloody "CACAT" fringe .
For goodness sake ,

Labels: Valentines ? Not for Sharifah .

.Wednesday, February 11, 2009@12:47 AM.

Alright , today nothing much .
Went to school as per normal .
Went to Maths remedial .
Goodgirl kaaaaaaaan ?
HAHAAHA !
Friday ader Photo taking .
I swear I won't be going to school .
Lets see , cause action speaks louder than words .
I might be going .
Or im not going to school for photo taking .
Wth ? With my new fringe which is sooo 'CACAT' .
Geddit ?
Haha .
Currently , it's raining .
And i reaally hope it will continue to rain heavily till tomorrow morning (:
Jadi takyah assemble pat quadrangle -.-
Okay , right now im out of words and damn bored .
Anyone , entertain me ? Like pleaaaaaase ?

Labels: Superb bored maaaaaaan -.-

.Tuesday, February 10, 2009@7:17 AM.

Guys , I Deleted my old posts .
Sorry aye .
And now , im starting all over from a New Post onwards .
Alright ? (:
But , the two posts below is actually , Salah Post -.-
Hehs.
Ignore that .
Thank you .
Annnnnnnnd , right now , im too tired to post a long story .
K , mepek .
I guess i need to go to sleep right now (:
Tc , sweeeeeeeeeeeeet dreams XD

Labels: Night-night, Sweet Dreams (:

.@6:24 AM.

Girl , come on laa .
Don't be a coward alright .
Da carik hal ngan kwn aku , den skrg aku plak ?
I won't let you off easily laa FAT BITCH ..
And , asl kau mati-mati ingat aku nie sharifah akidah ?
Nk kasi org info pon salah info .
Sharifah akidah dis year sec 3 la ngok .Bukan sec 4 .
Tsk .Stupid fat ass .
And asl kwn kau tiber2 msg aku ?
Kau yg suroh kan ?
Mampos .
Kentalan jubo abes ayy kau ?
Tak brani nk face the consequences sendiri per ?
Aku ckp ngan kau ayy .
Blang kwn kau pon jgn nk step maner peyy big fuck kay .
Nk maki2 aku .LOL .
Tapi aku tak heran .Bab aku kesian kan korg uh .Baru sec 2 .
Tak sampai satu tahon pat Bedok North Sec .
Budak Baru Naik la kater kan .TSK .
Kasihan dehh -.-
Last warning ay pompan .
On monday biler aku jumper kau ngan kwn kau ,
Jgn bebual taik ngan aku kay .
Once aku da Hot , Muker kau yg cacat tu , aku buat lagy cacat kay ?
Ohh , Another thing .
Kau ckp ngan aku kau nk bawak gang kau kan ?
HAHAHAHAHA !
Bawak la sia .
Kiter tgk jer kay outcome dier on Monday .
Aku tak takot laa sioooool !
And On Monday , everything will be revealed okay bitch .
And Girl , I think you are just a LAME FUCKTARD .